May 18, 2010 By lisa
Where do I start?
I have lost my mojo, in all kinds of ways.
Motivation- adios Inspiration- what’s that?
Running legs- nope, not here
In place of my mojo, I have gained: Emotional eating drinking and eating some
more
I have stopped stepping on the scale
I can barely see the light
I am having to re-adjust my hopes and dreams about my upcoming half marathon
due to my #$%^ED UP hip
It’s a tough pill to swallow when you have been training
for months on end
I attempt to change my way of thinking to find hope and happiness and joy
in what I can do
To focus on the positive To believe that I will run again To be proud of the monies I have raised
in the name of cancer
It just might not be on June 6th in San Diego
Then again, it might be
Who knows
A wise man (or was it a woman?) once said If you believe you can, you can
If you believe you can’t, you can’t
I so badly WANT to believe I can