True ConfessionsI have fallen and I can’t get up – The Shrinking Jeans of Lisa


May 18, 2010 By lisa

Where do I start?

I have lost my mojo, in all kinds of ways.

Motivation- adios Inspiration- what’s that?

Running legs- nope, not here

In place of my mojo, I have gained: Emotional eating drinking and eating some


I have stopped stepping on the scale

I can barely see the light

I am having to re-adjust my hopes and dreams about my upcoming half marathon

due to my #$%^ED UP hip

It’s a tough pill to swallow when you have been training

for months on end

I attempt to change my way of thinking to find hope and happiness and joy

in what I can do

To focus on the positive To believe that I will run again To be proud of the monies I have raised

in the name of cancer

It just might not be on June 6th in San Diego

Then again, it might be

Who knows

A wise man (or was it a woman?) once said If you believe you can, you can

If you believe you can’t, you can’t

I so badly WANT to believe I can